Monday, March 30, 2009

I am Happy For You!

Thanks for telling me you are moving on now... I am happy for you. Genuinely Happy For you!

I hope someone can take good care of you... can take over the role I was trying to fit in for the last 4 years. I still feel we can be great friends... maybe not lovers... but definitely great friends.

Its nice to know we have both moved on with our lives and forgiven each other for the hurt we imposed.

Take Care Bro! All it matters was that we were ever together and we have add on to each other's lived... :D

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Tired everyday...

I am feeling so tired everyday. I wish I can recover some of the little energy I ever had so that I can just continue with work and life. Now I am even too lazy to blog or think for that matter.

My back is hurting so bad. Just like an old injury acting up again. Yet there are like a million and zillion things to do in life. I wish God will give me some strength to continue with life. Hopefully, after we settle everything next week. I can get back some zest in my life....

Sorry Kidney Bean... so sorry... :( I wish I can but I cant... so sorry little Kidney Bean... so so sorry...

Monday, March 23, 2009

The Twin Rose


Saturday, March 21, 2009

Just So Random....

Its one of the nights when you feel restless and wonder what you should surf... which comes up to be......

*Point Blank*

hmm....

I got another bouquet of beautiful flowers... feeling abit tired... will upload them another day
I received a piece of good news recently... so badly wanna share with everyone out there... but do be patient... just a couple more days.

The last 2 weeks haven been great for me... AW!!! My trusty laptop of almost 3 years is in his final stage of cancer. No amount of anitivirus, rebooting seem to save it. Plus, its charger just went up in smoke a couple of days ago. So I had to BITE THE BULLET and buy a new laptop. My new laptop is BLUEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!! and quite chio but I still refuse to give up on my poor samsung, especially when I think of the late night movies and fun time we had... so sad... Pls dont die as yet ya... just retire...

Plus I got a nice nice surprise... FLOWERS AGAIN!!! He call them Joyous... so I will be Joyous like them he say... :D

Friday, March 13, 2009

I FINALLY HAD A GOOD NIGHT REST!!!

After a month of upset in sleep... I am so tired... My mind wasnt working properly. Today, when i wake up everything i know came back to me again! So happy like a little child given a lollipop...

Ready to CHIONG this weekend... Pls let me haf enuff sleep like last night else I cant function normally!

Friday, March 06, 2009

Self Centred People

My housemate made tiramisu and cocoa powder was all over the house. I had to clean up every bit of cocoa powder that I found. After so many months of taking her nonsense, I finally BURST!



The last straw is, she and her new BF, another fucking selfcentred person, after eating the tiramisu, put their DIRTY forks on my couch wristlet. WHO THE FUCK DOES THAT??? Now my precious wristlet is dirtied with tiramisu.


Perhaps I can get Lucky to pee on her bed... STUPID BITCH... thats the end of our friendship! TATA

Wednesday, March 04, 2009

The Missing Words

Have you ever felt like you are just waiting for someone to say the missing words to you?
The constant quest of these words are so exhausting...

How can someone's words have such impact on me?

Its sad... so sad... I have to let you go finally... Cos you left them unspoken...
I cannot make you a better person... I failed... I hope the next one does the job better...

Take care and God Bless

Tuesday, March 03, 2009

Lost

I do not know what to blog...

My heart feels pain... and lost...

If only all the liquor in the world can numb this feeling...

So sorry towards you... I had wanted to walk the rest of my life with you... but is it too late now?

So many things happening... I wanna sleep and escape from this world...

Monday, March 02, 2009

Dinner :D

Dinner was simply fantastic! :D Maybe you judge yourselves...









Sunday, March 01, 2009

Intoxicated!!!

High on my vodka and beer... so hoping to get even HIGHER!!!

Nevermind... tonight I have you beside me...

hearts beating together :D

Monday, March 30, 2009

I am Happy For You!

Thanks for telling me you are moving on now... I am happy for you. Genuinely Happy For you!

I hope someone can take good care of you... can take over the role I was trying to fit in for the last 4 years. I still feel we can be great friends... maybe not lovers... but definitely great friends.

Its nice to know we have both moved on with our lives and forgiven each other for the hurt we imposed.

Take Care Bro! All it matters was that we were ever together and we have add on to each other's lived... :D

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Tired everyday...

I am feeling so tired everyday. I wish I can recover some of the little energy I ever had so that I can just continue with work and life. Now I am even too lazy to blog or think for that matter.

My back is hurting so bad. Just like an old injury acting up again. Yet there are like a million and zillion things to do in life. I wish God will give me some strength to continue with life. Hopefully, after we settle everything next week. I can get back some zest in my life....

Sorry Kidney Bean... so sorry... :( I wish I can but I cant... so sorry little Kidney Bean... so so sorry...

Monday, March 23, 2009

The Twin Rose


Saturday, March 21, 2009

Just So Random....

Its one of the nights when you feel restless and wonder what you should surf... which comes up to be......

*Point Blank*

hmm....

I got another bouquet of beautiful flowers... feeling abit tired... will upload them another day
I received a piece of good news recently... so badly wanna share with everyone out there... but do be patient... just a couple more days.

The last 2 weeks haven been great for me... AW!!! My trusty laptop of almost 3 years is in his final stage of cancer. No amount of anitivirus, rebooting seem to save it. Plus, its charger just went up in smoke a couple of days ago. So I had to BITE THE BULLET and buy a new laptop. My new laptop is BLUEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!! and quite chio but I still refuse to give up on my poor samsung, especially when I think of the late night movies and fun time we had... so sad... Pls dont die as yet ya... just retire...

Plus I got a nice nice surprise... FLOWERS AGAIN!!! He call them Joyous... so I will be Joyous like them he say... :D

Friday, March 13, 2009

I FINALLY HAD A GOOD NIGHT REST!!!

After a month of upset in sleep... I am so tired... My mind wasnt working properly. Today, when i wake up everything i know came back to me again! So happy like a little child given a lollipop...

Ready to CHIONG this weekend... Pls let me haf enuff sleep like last night else I cant function normally!

Friday, March 06, 2009

Self Centred People

My housemate made tiramisu and cocoa powder was all over the house. I had to clean up every bit of cocoa powder that I found. After so many months of taking her nonsense, I finally BURST!



The last straw is, she and her new BF, another fucking selfcentred person, after eating the tiramisu, put their DIRTY forks on my couch wristlet. WHO THE FUCK DOES THAT??? Now my precious wristlet is dirtied with tiramisu.


Perhaps I can get Lucky to pee on her bed... STUPID BITCH... thats the end of our friendship! TATA

Wednesday, March 04, 2009

The Missing Words

Have you ever felt like you are just waiting for someone to say the missing words to you?
The constant quest of these words are so exhausting...

How can someone's words have such impact on me?

Its sad... so sad... I have to let you go finally... Cos you left them unspoken...
I cannot make you a better person... I failed... I hope the next one does the job better...

Take care and God Bless

Tuesday, March 03, 2009

Lost

I do not know what to blog...

My heart feels pain... and lost...

If only all the liquor in the world can numb this feeling...

So sorry towards you... I had wanted to walk the rest of my life with you... but is it too late now?

So many things happening... I wanna sleep and escape from this world...

Monday, March 02, 2009

Dinner :D

Dinner was simply fantastic! :D Maybe you judge yourselves...









Sunday, March 01, 2009

Intoxicated!!!

High on my vodka and beer... so hoping to get even HIGHER!!!

Nevermind... tonight I have you beside me...

hearts beating together :D